kat's blog

2005-12-05T23:36:00.000-08:00

nope..not so happy day today..
a lot of thinking and worrying..
i dont like it..i dnt want to love you too little.
dont love me too much...
i might not know how to handle it anymore.

2005-10-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

mr yabang..bleh!!!

and u thought u were all that huh...beh!!!

so who's whining now?!...bleh!!

ok walang pakialamanan..

my 1st week of sembreak is almost over..3 more weeks to go :) wow..today's the first day im actually staying home since sembreak started..good job..tom il be out again yay! adventure time!

im craving for shakey's ice cream..hmm..

goodmorning, maganda mo po!:)

2005-10-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

finally........sembreak na!!!!!!

yesterday was my last day and i had the best oral exam ever..i cried in front of my teacher..not because i was really bad but because he actually appreciated whatever i said (thanks 3cia for the notes hehe)..theo 151..i was always late for that class but hey i guess i did learn a lot :)

ok...it's officially the first day of my sembreak and im checking class scheds for next sem...geek!!

oohh...3 day silence rocks!!im sorry but mi bebe you are sooo good (and i am not biased at all )

Lord, thank You for helping me survive my last first sem :)

2005-10-13T00:23:00.000-07:00

What is it that makes you shine, that brings sparkles to my eyes?
You are the star I wish upon, every moment I stare at you.
The second you appear,and the next you disappear.
I know it’s weird, but you make me feel no fear.
If everyone would take the time to look at you,
they might realize the beauty in you.

got this from a site it's not really that nice pero star eh wla lang :)

3 more tests to go..sembreak naa!!!!:)

i miss..

2005-09-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

i miss...
-getting enough sleep..gosh..hell weeks..hell month matapos ka na
-the sun..it's been raining a lot lately..ok na rain..next time na ulit
-butt..how are u pwet?i really miss u
-not doing anything
-watching tv!!ahh...ilang linggo na kong no tv ah
-playing and just goofing around with my baby cousin
-my hs barkada..
-my humanities blockmates..yuck tanda na natin
-my psych blockmates..san n kyo?
-spalumnis..our ates and kuyas..iba pa rin un time nyo eh :)
-can i say this here?drinking..hehe sorry bebe..now lang
-intersection..it's been quite a while..hmm..
-people, persons, individuals, yeah..i miss u
-special kids!...yay!area this sat..i cant wait :)
-gimiks with friends
-no deadlines to meet and long tests to study for
-having no thesis work
-not noticing other people
-stalking..haha
-sleepovers.
-poopoo..we'll bond again tom bebe *hug*

i cant wait til this sem's over..come on..im so ready for a vacation..oh well..

2005-09-04T21:56:00.000-07:00

whee.it's been a while. wla lang,i just felt like updating :) today was a fun day :)

SPEED Family day!!yay!lotsa people!lotsa kids!lotsa speple!yay!hehe one kid who has a crush on jeff scared me a bit though hehe sinugod ako eh..waaahh!!hehe...games, food, dancing, picture picture!!fun fun!

butt told me about her secondmoment kiss kanina..kilig na hindi eh..parang wrong person perfect event..pero wrong person nga eh so not so perfect pla..could have been perfect event na lang :)

my 2nd moment kiss..2nd moment kisses :) i wont get tired of them *12*

tapos lunch with sila mak, punoy, ericka, joy, aj, jic and syempre jethprey :)the cake was uber good, uber fattening..aaahh..yeah..i have to gain weight..butt kumakain ako ok?totoo :)

after eating jeff and i went to gateway pa sana to see a movie but we wanted to explore cubao pla hehe..ukay-ukay!!ang dami!!i always thought cubao was this sad old place until gateway pero ang saya pla dun sa other side of cubao..tabi-tabi lang un mga thrift shops at apartelle haha funny..we went to every ukayukay store yata tapos i got a pair of pants and a jacket for jeff :) wla na kaming pera but we shall do that again soon :)

we went back to gateway tapos dun ko narealize un sinabi dati ng philo teacher ko na kahit anong gawin nilang pagpapaganda sa cubao with all the fancy gateway and restos cubao pa din sya..wla lang,totoo.ibang iba un gateway sa cubao sa labas.ok..stop.

busy week last week. thesis week next week.good job.

happy day pa din :)

i love you jeff :)i love every minute i spend with u :)

whee.

on and on

2005-05-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

on and on..she just keeps on trying...and she smiles when she feels like crying on and on on and on on and on...

it's frustrating when you think you really know someone but there's this side of him that's totally unfamiliar to you..as much as you want to know him inside out you know you just cant force it..it sucks being clueless sometimes

i went to star abs-cbn today for my evaluation form but i have to go back this week busy un supervisor ko..i missed our office, i missed the photocopying machine..i missed stargazing haha

our dog smells like strawberry shake..hmm...

i may not have been your first but im hoping that i'll be your last *12*..i love you so much

i'm craving for bubble gum ice cream...my mom says i should eat im underweight by 15lbs..wla lang..ice cream will give me that 15lbs right?sabi nga sa p.e what you need is muscle mass not fats haha fattening, me not likey ;p

kuya's out..he's always out..i don't remember going out that much when i was in hs..

school starts in less than a month..i hate it..my last first sem..i hope i get nice teachers this sem

thesis time..goodluck

i want a footspa..but then again there are better things to spend my precious money on :p

starwars and justin's concert tom..excited na ko :)

dinner with jeff on friday, i can't wait to bond with my baby na

LSS ko pa din un first day funk..argh!

I want to go to the beach before school starts..i want sand and waves and seashells and sea shore and sea food and sea urchins and sea sunset..basta dagat hehe..

im going to Bohol..yay!i can't wait:)

i have to do my practicum paper and report but i'm too tamad to think practicum right now..

i don't like high school mean girls..fully developed na ba katawan nila?:p

sabi sa mbti personality ko yung "word of advice" sa akin: stop changing your mind..uh huh..ok

haba n pala ng entry ko..ayos lang un..i hardly post anyways..

talk about random thoughts..sheesh..

survey

2005-03-07T18:20:00.000-08:00

yay!tagal ko ng walang post..heeh..

DESCRIBE:

1. your room - pink walls. red bed.lots of kalat.
2. your cellphone -un isa black,un isa blue and silver,puro gasgas na
3. your boyfriend/girlfriend -gwapoopoo.the best.i love.
4. your parents -hero ko tatay ko. m becoming more and more like my mom(!)
5. your dream house-simple.happy.
6. your favourite colours-pink and brown.
7. person that you hate-none.
8. your dream car-I dunno.i want to have a jazz.
9. the school you are going to -go teneo!
10. things you hate about your life-none. I love my life.
11. things you love about your life -everything.my family,my friends.my guy.blessings.adventures.:)
12. your bestfriend -butt- -ang pinakamatinong weirdong kilala ko.-alphans.
13. pet that you have / you want to have - -we have 4 puppies.theyre all spoiled.i want a dolphin.:)
14. person that you miss the most -old friends. old friend.
15. your kitchen -red and yellow walls.no food.we hardly use our kitchen.
16. your backyard-dnt have one.
17. your wallet -pang guy.full of pictures and receipts.no cash.
18. your favorite brand -of what?
19. your current hair cut-shoulder length layered with bangs
20. clothes you are wearing right now - -black shrt and my starry pajamas.
21. your desktop background-si jollibee.:)
22. the weather outside - cold summer night..summer na!yey!
IBA NAMAN
1.cno mdalas mong ksama sa skul?-jeff.butt.makaw.speples.classmates.
2.ano pnaka ayaw mong subject?-this sem history, thank goodness tapos na..i've always hated math
3.ano gnagwa mo pag wla tcher nyo? -bonding na lang muna with jeff.
4.ano gnagawa mo pgkatapos ng klase? - -eat.bond.uwi na.
5.may crush ka ba sa skul nyo? - yeah
6.ano pkiramdam pag nakikita mo crush mo? depende kung sino kasama ko.usually I just smile.
7.bkt mo sha naging crush? - cute sya eh.
8.my gf/bf ka na ba? - oo
9.pwde ko bang malaman name ng crush mo? - too many to mention.
10.ano na ggawin mo pgkatapos mong sagutan ito sleep.
11.cno kasama mo ngaun? Wala.
DUGTUNGAN
ang nsa dialled #s ko naman-jeff.kuya.butt.
MAIBA TAYO
1.WAT IS UR PREFERABLE NAME? - i like kat but I dont like cats.wla lang.
2. R U BORED? - yup. uber.
3.HOW IS UR LIFE NOWADAYS? stressful. Happy still .adventurous.:). Blessed.
4. MALE BEST FRIENDS? jeff.makaw.
5.FEMALE BEST FRIENDS? teddi butt.alphans.sis ayan.
7.D LONGEST CONVERSATION ON D PHONE?-jeff.butt.
8. WHAT SONG IS APPLICABLE 2 YOU RYT NOW? - numb
9.FREND (S) U MISS? -my higschool and early college friends. Alumni speples.
10.WAT IS IN UR MIND RIGHT NOW? - what else do I have to do tonight?
11.WAT R U LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? -spongecola
12.DO U THINK LIFE IS UNFAIR? - sometimes.but I know God knows what Hes doing so ok din.:)
13.WAT ANNOYS U D MOST?- weird sad days.lonely feeling. Reckless drivers.

2004-12-29T21:03:00.000-08:00

hello..tagal ko nang di nagonline..haha..wla lang..belated merry christmas everyone!happy new year!:)
ok..kanina i was watching tv at ang sad ng news.. nung nangyari sa thailand at sa indonesia pati india pati sa iba pa..ang sad tlga..yeah..let's pray for the victims..wla lang..

...jeff is in batangas today til new year's day..yesterday and the day before that i felt sad..like weird sad na parang mamimiss ko sya ng malupet..but now i'm ok naman...i just kept myself busy the whole day so i won't miss him too much..i tried to study for social psy tapos watched tv, had a pedicure, helped out sa clinic, watched tv again..and then played with my cousin..yeah..i can do that for 3 more days, i think..haha...i have to do two psy papers pa pala..next time na ;)

..butt and i were just talking about how things have changed over the year..yeah.. just like her i sometimes hate change..lalo na kung biglaan tlga..yeah..but u can't stop change..it's inevitable..u have to deal with it..yeah right..like i deal with it nga tlga..haha..i think im not doing a good job at all..i think may mga bagay lang tlga na sa sobrang sanay ka na at sobrang ok na syo kaya ayaw mo na pakawalan..hirap kaya gawin nun..o bka ako lang..i dunno..bka bitter lang ako kasi d ako makasakay sa mga pagbabago..bka nga..butt!bsta kahit ano pang pagbabago mangyari kapit lang tayo sa isa't isa ok?wla lang :)

i'm missing a lot of people today...buong bakasyon na actually..i miss jeff...i miss butt..i miss my speed family.. i miss my friends..i miss my classmates and teachers hehe totoo..i miss my barkada..i miss u..oo ikaw nga..kupal ka..yeah..

i think mtagal pa ko ulit makakpost dito so happy new year everyone!God bless!:)

2004-12-08T10:29:00.000-08:00

hello..i opened this page but i now i can't think of anything to say..no classes again today..wla lang..para lang maupdate un blog haha..
...for some reason i feel like slacking off today..shux..i feel tired..more like lazy tired..no..it's probably just my mom's panic attack last night..or the fact that she was annoying me with all her whining and complaining..or the fact that my dad had to come home from duty or my mom won't talk to him for days..sheessh talk about overdependence...maybe it's my brother who just stayed in his room and slept..yeah..i should've just done that..apathy..works for him all the time..oh well...or probably it's my sister who just laughed with me and counted how many times the word "option" was mentioned before we could actually sleep again..haha..why do i have to involve myself too much?hello stupid question..pamilya mo nga eh..malamang involved ka...ok tama na,..i love my family...but sometimes i just can't help but think they're too much to handle..i love my family..i think i just need a break right now..sorry..i feel like a bad daughter..a bad sister...oh well..

..ano ba 'to minsan na lang ako magsulat dito ang sad pa haha..i don't have to study for IO pla..our test was moved to tuesday,yey!:) so i can slack off na noh?haha maybe not..i still have outlines and reflection papers to do..yeah..today's gonna be a good day..sorry..Lord, I offer You this day :)

2004-11-17T09:01:00.000-08:00

im scared...im really scared...i feel so stupid..what's done is done..i just have to wait..I can't do anything else...we'll wait..

weirdness

2004-11-10T12:51:00.000-08:00

It’s weird when we say things or do things that we know are pointless, insignificant and sometimes even wrong but still do it just because we want to…we’re completely aware of the repercussions but we don’t seem to care..we just have to do that thing..that thing we know will cause conflict and might have caused conflict before but still we do it…because if we don’t it doesn’t feel right din naman.. haha weirdness..and when we do it we’re not sure if we should feel guilty or happy that we did it..ok…I think it’s just me…:)

caution: mushy entry ahead 12

2004-10-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

A little butete ng laot told me to write something about my boyfriend..hmm..cge na nga :)

I want my 12 facts din muna, hehe

1.I love the way he stares at me..it just makes me smile
2.I love the way he kisses and hugs me
3.I love how he is patient with me, weird sad days and all..thanks for sticking up w/ me baby :)
4.I love the fact that he’s tabachingching..huggable baby!
5.I love how he sometimes tries to make hirits pero di nman benta sakin..ok lang yun baby mahal pa din kita hehe
6.I love the way he takes care of me
7.I love the fact that he’s adventurous, hehe
8.I love the way he holds my hand..it just gives me a sense of security and comfort agad
9.I love how he smells good all the time..kahit sweaty poopoo na siya :)
I0. I love how he sleeps.. like a baby :)
11.I love the weird kilig feeling sa butt that I get from him at sa kanya lang tlga (yan inamin ko na ha)
12.I just love the fact that he loves me and that I love him.. it just sums up my list :)

…yan…madami pa sana kaya lang 12 nga eh..
..i love you jethpreypoopoo :) i may not be that expressive but i hope u know how much i love you..i won't get tired of loving you..i'll be here lang baby :) thank you for loving me.. i love you so much..yan much much mode na ko,haha..*kiss* *hug* *12*

2004-10-22T10:40:00.000-07:00

halu!

our 3 days in baguio...fun..adventurous..adventurous :)

daming funny moments..i miss the speples already..i miss the evaluation, (my favorite part),the facilitating factors (falicitating), the hindering factors and the sausagestions :), i miss the tawanan sessions, the fruitful sessions ng mga tao kahit na di ako masyadong fruitful, the key members and the key officers, the dvds and magic mic, shux..jino's rock baby rock..disturbing tlaga..madami pang iba...thanks for the fun memories baguio speples :)

jeffreypoopoo :) we had an adventurous trip in baguio tlga noh?thank you..mas nakilala pa nga kita..i spent 3 days with u baby..nakatabi na kita matulog for 2 nights.. sa ating not-so-comfortable bed..hehe wla lang.. i love you *hug*

it's nice sometimes how we can forget about our worries when we're with friends.. especially when ur away from the world you're usually in..but now, we're back..we're back to reality..

..good morning :)

strawberry jam, pine trees and cool cool winds :)

2004-10-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

baguio na!wahoo!

ilang oras na lang baguio na..yehey!

excited excited!:)

un lang :)

good timing

2004-10-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

i remember you told me once..

friends are bound to fall in love with each other...it's just a matter of good timing..at one point or another one will love the other..

..i guess you're still waiting for our good timing..

sorry

i hate the smell of california cherry

2004-10-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

u know how it sucks when u wna be nice to someone but that someone makes it uberly difficult for u?! ang kapal talaga!as much as u want to please everybody there are these people who are just stubbornly makulit and kupal?..ok..harsh na...

i'm just having a bad morning...

sorry..i know maayos din natin 'to but please don't make things worse..i understand that it's difficult for u..naaawa ako syo..but sometimes u have to face reality...come on!face it already!argh!..tagal ng denial phase mo eh!..ok..harsh na ulit..

theo na lang later and im done for the sem :)

baguio na!wahoo!:)

i love you jethpreypoopoo :) ikaw lang ang mahal ko :)

can't wait til this week's over

2004-10-10T14:16:00.000-07:00

finals week..matapos ka na...

i'm taking a break from all the pagmumunimuni and pamimilosopiya..i just read butt's blog at nainspire ako magsulat na din..

..I love you butt :) un lang..i'm not very creative with words..wala akong alam sa mga snow at snowflakes (haha un b un sinulat mo?) o crystal b un?shux..i already forgot hehe.. pero I hope u know how much I love you..iniingatan kita butt..iniingatan ko un friendship natin...when i think about how we became best friends, the fact that it was unexpected and how it felt natural at the same time, it's just amazing noh?..hello?si teddi?sino ba un?sus!..but now, here we are..the bestest best friends ever..from all the turbuhan, iyakan, our weird sad days, our weirder xtra happy triangle days, the texts, the phone calls, the bashing(haha), the insults(let there be light and the buy new pants guy), the boy ratings and appraisals, the fishing, the creative plans we come up with pag may problema, the hugs i get from u whenever i'm down, the hugs i get from u when i'm happy..the hugs that i get from u when i can't contain myself anymore and have to cry na talaga..actually just the hugs butt, i just love getting hugs from u :) and for everything else...thank you :) i can' t say thank u enough..you're an inspiration, you're one of the few people who truly gives me strength, really.. I am really blessed by you..thank u :)

can't wait til this week's over..sembreak na, wahoo!:)

whoever invented oral exams, i hate you!..i don't like orals,..i don't like it at all...haay..magssmile na lang ako sa tuesday..Lord, help me..:)

a whole new world :)

2004-09-22T20:50:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since my last post..wla lang..i didnt go to school today :) just studied for biopsy the whole afternoon and then read for theo..tapos humanap ng subjects sa experiment na parang di na matapos tapos..un..and yes..the adventurous morning..indescribable feeling..=)

i love my boyfriend :) ang boyfriend kong isang butete ng laot haha ok wla lang..i just had to say it :) mahal ko sya..mahal nya ako..ang saya :)

thank you Lord for allowing jeff and I to meet, be friends, and now love each other completely..

...shux,maghanap ka ng inlove ..hehe..

emotions

2004-08-28T20:59:00.000-07:00

"But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment."

...ok...i will detach myself from it now....i am detaching myself from the experience...

sorry2004

2004-08-26T20:40:00.000-07:00

ok..a little while ago i was hating my kuya and my younger sister..they were just so annoying today..is it the rain?the suspension of classes for 2straight days?the strong winds?i dunno... haha probably...now i feel bad about it...ayan,kuya sorry na..next time i'll try to be more patient w/u guys...i feel bad.. ang childish ko kanina...i feel like a bad ate..ok..stop...

jeff..i know binabasa mo na un blog ko..pero memememem tlga hindi ito..ok labo..

i don't like this feeling..minsan lang ako mairita ng ganito ayoko tlga..it's just not me..Lord alisin nyo na po sana un feeling..mali tlga eh...

sana may class na tom..sana wla ng ulan..madami ng nasalanta tlaga...

meron nang pasok bukas

2004-08-25T05:15:00.000-07:00

rainy day today...super rainy day...no classes, yey!:) may philo test tom..i'm wishing walang pasok ulit pero syempre hindi tlga kasi kawawa naman ung mga lubog sa baha...so yeah...cge na magpapakameron na nga ako...tama..cge...sana tumigil na ung sobrang lakas na ulan para wala nang lumalangoy sa maduming tubig

highschool life oh ang highschool life...

2004-08-21T22:08:00.000-07:00

okay..so i dunno exactly why i started this blog..gaya gaya lang ako kanila punoy at cza :)...rainy night again..went out with my friends today...i missed hanging out with them..haha iba tlga kapag highschool friends mo kasama mo...nagreminisce lang ng neneng moments haha...changes...i miss the caterpillar games every dismissal, the lunch sessions, the trip to the chapel every morning, the overnights, the fazoli's dinner kahit may exam the next day, the frias concerts...the toothbrush sessions pag lunchbreak at dismissal, ang mga inuman at iyakan pag lasing na, ang mga pagsugod nila gaoat sa mga kaaway haha..ang mga kahonkihan at lahat lahat na ng kalokohan ng highschool...tanda na pala namin...pero ang pinakanamiss ko yung usap lang as in usap...nabitin ako kanina eh...tapos na yung ulan...